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Did I mention I am the only living Chinese at work starting from February onwards? Oh and the youngest living worker who has to do most of the hard and dirty job while the rest group up to chat. Complaining about work? Yeah, kind of.

 

Saturday ~ Work shift was from 9.30am to 6.30pm. After that, took a taxi with Betty and Ken to have bak kut teh ( nah, don’t really eat pork though but they haven’t eat in centuries ) in SS14 if not mistaken. Oh, went back to make tong yuen of love. LOL! I decided to make cheese cake ( x jadi doh! ) . Ken took videos of us in the process of making my cake. So much laughter in the air, that night, in my kitchen. That might be my second most memorable place with them besides my back room which has now been taken over my brother. After cleaning the kitchen, we went out to my porch area to chat and because it was so nice and windy that night! =) Finally, we manage to get our butts up to get in and shower. I was the first and also the first to sleep among the three of us. Too tired already, plus I was working the next day so I didn’t bother to continue conversations with Betty and Ken. I slept at 2am, they at 4am! Oh, they also woke up earlier than me. LOL!

 

Sunday, nothing much but just work. So irritating. Too bad, I already told my boss the other day that I’ll quit before CNY starts. I wish I said I’ll stop this month itself =/ What’s done is done. Blah. I got to get ready. Don’t wanna be late for work, if not I get bullied. Haha.

 

Btw, I haven’t actually write an emo post. That’s because I don’t know where and how to start. I usually phrase how I feel only at work coz sometimes it gets so boring I tend to think about stuff. By the time I come back, I practically forget what or how I felt about so many things. I guess I’m looking forward to an emo post. Haha! Weird.

 

Happy college – ing everybody!

 

Happy workin for me – hopefully..

Teh May Wan and Choy Wan ( models and VJ )

Aznil ( Akademi Fantasia )

Paul Moss ( Malaysian Idol & One In A Million )

 

These were the few people I saw passing by GUESS while I was working this week. So fun seeing your very own Malaysian stars. Haha! So jakun =P

 

Next was, EPL. Arsenal vs Man U, 2-0. I knew Arsenal was gonna win! Yay, now I got free breakfast ;P

 

Went shopping with Ken at Midvalley and got flip flops with 25% discount voucher. Ken did get a few things though. He has been impulsively shopping these two days. The night before, we went to shop after my work around Pyramid itself. He got a top and shorts from C@tcH Up and 2 tops from ZeroNine ( new fetchin shop ). At Midvalley yesterday, he got one Esprit slim fit ( I chose for him! So proud ;P ) and Quicksilver, a – little – ghetto – lookin – shoe. Yeah, I think that’s about it. I’ll edit this post again if I miss out anything. Haha! So fun shopping with Ken coz I get to choose and suggest for him too =D

 

Then, to Pyramid AGAIN =/ to meet up with cousin Andy. Oh, and made a new friend, Vanessa. Had tea time at Waffle World and thanks to Charis for the 10% discount off food and beverages. So sweet of her! =)

 

Went shopping again, Vanessa got a gorgeous halter top from Miss Selfridge for 20% discount off because I managed to get a friend’s stuff purchase! =)

 

Head on to Esprit, fell in love with a jacket. So happened, they had some friends and family discount thing. So I was entitled to get half price off everythinggggg!! When my friend ( who works there ) told me about it, I gleefully went off to announce to the others and suddenly everyone became excited and went their own separate ways to get what they want. Should have seen the expression on their faces though. Quite funny =D

 

After impulsive shopping, my mom brought all of us to Dragon-I for dinner after work =)

 

I came home happily with my purchases.

 

The end of my shopping spree :)

 

I’m in debt now -.-“ I welcome anyone who would love to contribute. Each person RM1 a day. Maybe 10 person a day and I'll have enough to eat during my working hours. Thank goodness I don't need to pay for parking BUT just RM1 for the Rapid KL.

 

I need to get ready for work. Till then, have a good day everyone! ;)

 

Updates about my week. Went to work on Monday and it was nothing but just an ordinary day. Everything in my life has become a routine. Wake up, get ready, have breakfast, go to work, then work work work, worry on what to eat during my break time if I don’t pack food, then back to work again and finally go home. So mundane!

 

Tuesday was a little different. It got a little more interesting too. Jake’s plan. We all ( Jake, Omar, Mel and I ) go to Pyramid to catch a movie. What could be more sickening than returning to Sunway Pyramid considering I work there almost every damn day! Supposedly go to Summit but venue got changed at the last minute. It was quite a last minute plan too. Only left the house at like 3pm. Reach Omar’s then walked to Mel’s house for her spectacles coz she left it home. Then waited for Rapid KL for more than an hour, if not mistaken! The trip to Pyramid was funny though. Jake, Omar and I were waiting by the road side of USJ 11. Bus stopped on the opposite direction. We didn’t get on it coz Omar said it would come on our side of the road. And so, we waited patiently.

 

Patience is a virtue.

 

Finally, after the long wait. We all got tired and decided to walk across to the opposite lane which had buses stopping and got on ( Rapid KL 522 ). Guess what? The damn bus we got on, stopped at USJ 8 coz the bus driver had to take a rest for quite a while. And again…

 

Patience is a virtue.

 

And so we waited…

 

The bus was totally empty. There was only the three of us in it. Jake and Omar tried to be funny. Well, who can blame em? Lol. They started pressing the stop button and jumped around. Omar got down for ice cream.

 

Finally, bus started moving. Soon enough which was 5.10pm, we reached Sunway Pyramid. Met up with Mel then bought movie tickets for 5.50pm - ‘ The Guardian ‘. Walked around a little then went in for movie! I loved the movie. It’s a MUST watch for everyone. So life changing! As usually lah, when I watch this kinda movies. There would always be hand squeezing and tearing session in the cinema. I don’t know why but I was shivering in the cinema with my sweater on too. After I came out, I had to borrow Mel’s sweater. I was practically wearing 2 sweaters till outside of pyramid while waiting for the bus. Only gave it back when we reached Mel’s house. Btw, Jake went back earlier by taxi. He kinda had a curfew on that day.

 

Went back so exhausted, not due to the whole outing but more of the waiting! Anyway, at least I did something.

 

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Wednesday came.

 

Met up with Florence. Oh! She brought almost all her classmates and intro-ed them to me, vice versa. It was hard remember their names as if I’m a kindergarten teacher just entering the first year of school and still haven’t got used to remembering names yet. But it was all good.

 

I took a bus alone that morning and arrived at Pyramid AGAIN, then waited for Florence and friends =) We had Nando’s for lunch. Then, Flo and I took off for shopping while others were still eating. I HAD to get a skirt. And I actually wanted the one from MNG but it was way out of my budget. Finally, Flo and I settled on one same skirt! So glad. Soon after Flo and friends left, I went to meet up with my work mates at Aunty Anne’s. I had nothing better to do and was tired, so went home straight after that.

 

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Gruesome Thursday. Why you’d ask? I got ready for work. Came downstairs to munch something before I take off and while looking at my hamsters’ cage, I saw a pool of BLOOD! I drew nearer to the cage and was freaked out to find one of my hamster got bitten and had lost its face. More like, lost his whole HEAD! So shit freaky! I took a second glimpse of it and I just couldn’t eat that morning. I looked at the other hamster and surprised to find its mouth covered with blood! *shrieks* Got my mind off it and rushed to work. Don’t ask me how’s work and what’s it like coz it’s mundane. I repeat myself more than a hundred times a day. Well, that’s just the way it is if you’re a sales promoter. Btw, for those who don’t know what and where I’m working at, I work as a part timer at GUESS ? Accessories, Sunway Pyramid.

 

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Full Friday!

Stocks came in and it was a busy day for all of us. I forgot why and what but instead of just finishing off my morning shift, I had to work till 10pm. Not that I mind anyway. Okay. Next was… meeting Flo at Qbar! Hee! Nice place. I know, jakun a bit but it’s the first time there for me and it looked funky! I like =P Sadly, it was empty. I’m so proud I didn’t drink that night. Wasn’t up for one, I don’t know why either. So unlike me!

 

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Saturday.

This is getting boring! So sorry, I’ve got nothing much to write about besides my lame work life. So here it goes again. My shift for today started from 11am to supposedly 8pm. But AGAIN, I got extended until 10pm. Not that we get triple pay for public holiday also =/ Just too bad for me. My whole body’s aching already. Thank goodness Sunday’s my off day! HAPPY HAPPY =) I’m going out with mom and Ken for breakfast! Then, shopping! Whee!

 

I have to go. It’s already 3am. I’m falling sick again! Hope for speedy recovery.

 

Goodnight ppl!

 

P.S : Pics will have to wait until I receive them. My cam's not with me. Sorry if I miss any thing more that I wanted and should post up. TTFN!

 

 

Happy New Year, everyone! I know it's a little quite late but I haven't had the chance and pictures to blog. Well maybe because by the time I get to the blogdrive, I would be too lazy to put it all down in words and such. I can't find anything to blog about anymore. Everything seems so blur. All I've been doing these days is going to work, waiting for time to pass, get done with my NS and then only college.

 

What's up with me? Not much. I'm pretty lifeless at the moment. Almost everyone's in college. I feel so laid back. Sometimes I wish I was not the one to get NS. Of course I wanna get out of it but it seems impossible. Applying for deferment would only make it worst. That's why I decide to just go and do it, then get over it no matter what the outcome. I hope NS does not and will not bother me in future whether I'm gonna like it or hate it.

 

Hmmm, I've been thinkin a lot lately. I mean a whole real lot! Maybe because I'm too free working my ass off and keep on with the same routine every single damn day. What a way to start off year 2007. Lol! Oh, I suck so badly at blogging. I can't express my emotions well so right now, I'm feelin quite emo. Try reading Florence's blog or maybe try Suet Li's. Talking about emo. I need to burst out crying but thanks to my work mates, I stay strong. I'll have to anyway. Hard work to do so...! *shrieks*

 

Sigh. Now that I think about year 2006, I'm beginning to have many regrets coz I've made so much wrong moves and I feel like a jerk as far as I'm concerned. But don't we always? Heh. Guess it's only normal! So this year – 2007, I made up new resolutions!

1)     Not to procrastinate or be lazy…

2)  To stay strong mentally...

3)  Umm.... got larh.!

4)   Something I don't need to announce to public =P

 

So people, please remind me or bug me to get to doing something which is considered important alright?! Thank you. The other resolutions are kept to myself. It's a little too private to state them here. Hee! Anyway, here are just a few pictures that I managed to steal from my girls! Have fun ;)

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Sorry for not updating. Am too lazy to post anything since my computer gave up on me so I'm only depending on the laptop, if it's not in use or the cyber cafe. Anyway, prom was a week ago. Can't believe it all passed so fast! Surprizingly the event finished at 11 plus. I expected it to end a little later. Quite sad but it was like, make it or break it kinda thing.

Next. Right. Sandhiya left me, Sandra's gone to bloody Bangkok! OMG can't believe my Phuket trip was canceled. I was lookin forward to the damn beach. All I need is the BEACH for relaxation after this year of shit. So now, change of direction to the south - Johor ( hometown ). Might even go to Singapore. Not that I have anything against Singapore but I was never keen to go there. It would be the last place I would go. But SOMEBODY is so eager to go there for christmas, not that we celebrate christmas anyway. LOL. SOMEBODY also said Singapore damn nice during Christmas time. I don’t know lah, we’ll see. Hmmm.

This is quite embarrassing but I’ll have to retake undang exam >.< This time, I’m gonna take my own sweet misery time in order to achieve a better score. Hey ppl, agak – agak you know why I gotta retake my undang lah. Haha. Getting so lazy to learn undang and how to drive. Plus the other day, my dad thought me how to drive on his 4x4. Scary siotttt.

Right. I mentioned Sandhiya left for Aus already. Ya know, I was suppose to go too. But it was for my cousin’s wedding. She got married to an aussie. Lotsa mixed blood in my family. Anyway, couldn’t make it due to certain circumstances. Oh, so back Sandhiya. The day before she left for Aus, she left her hamster with me. Yes, Lulu ( it’s a male btw. Don’t ask how it got Lulu as its name ). It feels like my home has become some pet hotel. Well not really. Just that, after sexy Hammy died, Kevin got a pair of hamsters thinking both the hamsters would be like a replacement of Hammy but I still am not able to have love or whatsoever for these pair of new hamsters. I miss my sexy Hammy so much. I am moving on but it isn’t like what the Chinese proverb says: if old one don’t go, new one don’t come ( that’s the direct translation, I guess ). Something or someone so special, I would consider irreplaceable. Just like my Sexyback Hammy. Okay, this is gonna sound corny but here goes… I used to play ‘Somewhere Out There’ on piano for Hammy to listen and go to sleep. The moment I stop playing, he gets up. Yehyeh, laugh all you want. Hammy hates shower time but hey, I bathe him with body shop shower gel so how can he refuse?! Lol. Hammy keeps me through the my darkess and loneliest nights. Crappo! But still, he was the most addictive thing in the world. Just too bad, Sexyback Hammy died a virgin. I was gonna get him a chic after SPM but he couldn’t wait. Aih.

Enough said.

Did I miss out anything? Knowing me, so forgetful. I’m having loads of yellow sticky tag around my house. Now that my maid’s on hol too, I’ve gotta be home and clean up while my fortunate brother goes out and have fun! Haha, now I know how it feels like to be a housewife. Umm, minus the babysitting part. Actually, I think it’s better than sitting around looking at my hamsters, fishes and labi – labi like a dungu. I would love a baby or toddler around the house. I’m crapping too much. That’s it. Goodnight. My brain not functioning properly right now. I’ve got mixed emotions, I can’t just let out. It’s tough.

Lastly, I’m in the 2^nd batch for NS. Great… >.< For the mean time, I’ll be working after Christmas.

Sweet dreams!

 

Dedicated for Florence Song and I.

 

A Time For Dancing, is what we need to spend a contemporary moment together. Ever life changing that will serve us both.

 

A Walk To Remember, to stroll down the park and stare at each other without speaking a word.

 

Message In A Bottle, only written by my One and Only and the Other Self for self perseverance.

 

Gol and Gincu, honesty judged within.

 

Eiffel I'm In Love, just oh so sweet.

 

Shrek 2, going into 70s time zone.

 

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It all started in 2004...

 

Piano books, you borrowed.

 

Asam laksa, we love.

 

Ice lemon tea, we share.

 

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Song of our century:

 

My Happy Ending – Avril Lavigne

 

Where Is The Love – BEP

 

Generasiku – OAG

 

Lose Control – Missy Eliot ( your song )

 

Control Myself – LL Cool J ( my song )

 

Hate Me – Blue October

 

I Love My Chick – our song

 

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The old blog: glitterymarshmallowrainbow shiettt * I insisted on the add *

 

Bicycle – ing in The USJ and around school * wtf *

 

Exchanging of letters since Form 3 * started by me *

 

Interact IU Day * no pics of us in Punjabi clothes, you had your long hair and I had mine *

 

BM tuition * climbing chairs, class was too overly packed then got stuffed in the small room *

Futsal freaks * practices and games. I would always go hysterical like fcuk, you know, Flo *

 

Cheerleading * went to watch in year 2005 at Bukit Jalil, cheering at the top of our voices. since then, yearning to perform. our so called dream, well never happened *

 

Basketball * never ending basketball practices we actually went for *

 

Lantern festival * 2005. I was emo as usual in the very dark park of USJ 5. I remembering having a pic of us showing the middle finger. lol! *

 

Café Flam * our cutleries taken away thanks to waiter – Mr. gay – bastard – I – wear – bloody – eyeliner coz we decided to share ONE pizza *

 

Choir * you only performed once and I continued *

 

Bola baling * we went only for a few times *

 

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Then there was a time we hardly talk.

We often say nasty things about each other, through texting. I mean how can anyone argue through text messaging larh?! We were young and naïve.

I was the one who's always emo, she couldn't understand.

More and more fights then.

 

Came 2006.

 

Still no closure communication.

 

Came middle of 2006.

 

Friendship rekindled, endless outings. Where to you ask? Summit, sadly. X Men III.

 

Next destination, Sunway Pyramid, this Thursday, World Trade Center. I don't care Florence! This Thursday is a MUST!

 

Continuation:

Epilating moments at my place. Ooouch!

Oatsy brownie you fcuking threw in with like your germy bare hands!

Less sports, more indulgence.

Lunch naps * your place *

 

Canteen Day:

Amazin' Maze * Sandhiya looked damn fcukin scary weyyy *

Dodgeball * our team won and lost *

Dunkin Booth * you and Claudia, I didn't wanna get wet *

Haunted House * split up, I went in with Katrina, Sandhiya and Sandra *

 

Movie mo: Memoirs of Geisha we watched at my place while ordered McDs breakfast over

( I can count the amount of times you come )

 

Jogging? No, had to just see your smelly, scrunchy face in bed.

 

Malaysian Idol * you voted for Daniel while I voted for Nita *

 

One In A Million * you voted for Faizal, me too, but more for Suki *

 

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We've shared so much.

I thank you for lending a shoulder to cry on, hugs for comfort and talks for relieve.

I love you, my One and Only.

Love, your Other Self

 

~2006~

I think I'm facing sleeping disorder. It is currently 7 in the morning. No, I'm not an early bird, I didn't sleep till this hour. You would all say I should try studying till I fall asleep right? Yup, did that a little then decided to go online for a while.

 

My brother's birthday was on the 21^st of October. Haha, yup. He shares this very day celebrating Deepavali with Indians. Just kiddin, he's got more chaaanese friends. Well I had accounts tuition that morning. Came back to shower then head to Sandhiya's open house. Too bad no pics coz camera went to China. I love Indian food! Esp mutton but not too much only on festive seasons = ) Sandra and I proceeded to Danica's house coz we were both invited for her open house too. She was wearing sari! Hot sexay girllll, she and Satish – never ending la. Anyway, couldn't eat anymore due to my greediness while grabbing too much good food at Sandhiya's so we ended up in her room. Doing heaps of crazy stuff.

 

Am I very nice to bully or something? Even my uncle does it to me. Lol! I had to speak to my little cousin, Celine, who I insist very much looked like my ex colleague.. in mandarin. As it is, my mandarin is soooo uncontrollably poor, I ended up saying funny stuff.

 

" Ni men zhai na ni liao? " means where are you all at now.

 

" Ni men bu shi lai wo de jia meh? " means you all not coming to my place is it.

 

" Huh? Sien zai ni men yao qu hai pien ha? " means what, you all going to the beach?!!

 

Turns out to be it was just a joke. Well, I went home in there evening dropping Sandra back at her place. Straight away went out to Taipan to get food and cake for brother's slumber party. I was worried if my uncle had to wait for me outside so I rushed back. Lucky thing they arrived just in time and had them settled in the house, carried their luggage up and all. Finally decided to navigate them to The Curve, packed with people the whole night long till the mall closed. Even so, there were so many youngsters. We all came home late that night. I was drenched out. My mind could hardly function, so I took time off for piano! Then went to shower. My brother's 2 best friends were just in the next room. They made one hell of a noise and I had to actually tell them off to keep their voices low. Besides, my uncle and family were already sleeping in my parent's room.

 

The next 3 minutes, I hear noise again!

 

You see, my room is joined to my brother's through a bathroom. So every few minutes I had to knock on bathroom door to request for lesser noise. Guys at their age already having low voices! Scarrry nye. The last time I knocked on their door was the 3^rd time and after that I got fed up.

 

I carried my comforter and pillow, went downstairs, on the air condition, arranged pillows so I won't hurt my back and settle to sleep. Oh, did I mention my brother's friend, Shawn, brought his pet over to the house? Yah, he left it downstairs coz I won't allow it upstairs *geez I sound like a mom. Florence! Don't you nod your head* anyway, it was a freakin iguana!!! A small green thing in a small aquarium. He was lookin at me the whole time, I swear! I was so worried if it would crawl out and up on me. I'll scream to find an iguana on me the next morning the minute I open my eyes! Thank goodness it didn't. Aihhh..

 

Next morning, little Celine came downstairs. She saw me sleeping on the floor then came to ask,

 

" Mandy jie jie, zhuo mo ni sui low sia? " means why you sleep downstairs. I know my mandarin sucks, just bear with me, if not don't read on.

 

I replied, " ing wei zhuo tian Kevin gor gor da men hen chao " means because brother Kevin and his friends were sooooooo noisy.

 

Too tired due to the previous busy day, I carry on with my sleep. Woke up at branch to shower and get ready to bring the uncle and family out AGAIN! So I decided to bring them to One U.

Hadoi!! This time even worse. We were turning round and round hunting for a parking space and after almost an hour, we manage to get one. Fuhhh.. I was already dizzy by then. Baby sitting isn't easy at all. Plus I've got to speak mandarin weyyy! This is the part where I regret not going to a Chinese primary school. Still, I try my best to speak all broken, lucky thing she's a little kid so no worry! Haha, at times I truly don't know what she's talking about. Bodo me. As the saying goes, " orang cina bukan cina ". Friends, call me banana =( meanies! Back to the story, One U was crowded too, so sick of being in places where it's flooded with people, makes me dizzy and nausea. Came night, we went to SS24, for crabs. Hee! Got home in the middle of the night. Showered again then went online till dawn, went to bed, woke up at 12pm.

 

Right now, I'm feeling rather emo – ey. Must be due to PMS. I hate not having my parents around. There's not much communication at home.

No self discipline.

Procrastinating all the time.

I sleep, eat, study and shower at odd hours.

I feel like a zombie.

I'm all alone. Like really alone, alone. Imagine if I go abroad to study, I'll face BIG problems.

 

Friends, always there for them but when I need someone to spill, none would be there. I had a friend who once said that friends are just for company sake. You think they really have time for you? No for sure. Everyone has their own things to do. Some take advantage of you and it's always hard to say no. Why is it friends lie for convenience? Like for example: I'm out, having a kick ass time and a friend calls up saying he or she needs to talk serious stuff. Obviously you'd lied saying that you're sick or having some occasion on, right?

Okay, this is really mean wey. I should stop writing before I let out even nastier statements.

 

Lonely, I am so lonely.
And I'm getting sleepy.

Good morning people : ) goodnight me.

P.S: Pics will be uploaded only after SPM. I'm done blogging for the moment. Not in the mood too.

Friday the 13th. Do you all believe it's a bad day or date? Well, I don't know either. Actually, I'm quite superstitious so maybe I do believe it is a bad one after all. Anyway, we're about to find out.

I woke up this morning to do what? Supposingly study la. But no, I retardly start up the computer coz I wanted to blog. In the end, I spent my time to waste for the whole branch time just surfing. *lookin dissappointed with my own doings*

Next, I went to shower and get ready to leave for Damansara to collect my dumb prize. To think about my prize now, I'd rather not get it than to go through the hassle and frustration all the way to Sri Pentas, Damansara because it's just a CD series of Gol & Gincu. Then you ask why I say so? CAUSE...

1) I navigated the way there to aunt rose through the federal highway and ended up missing the turn off to the LDP.

2) The traffic ( particularly in Malaysia ) can sooo kill me. Everywhere was heavy and crawling with wehicles. Some buses and lorries think they're allowed to speed damn fast while having loads in the trunk, often block our way which is usually the extreme right lane. Doesn't Malaysian know that the right lanes are meant for other purposes and not hog your "grenfuder's" road?!

Indespicable....!

3) I had to make an appointment with that lady who takes care of the prizes. I was to come at 3pm and was there on the dot. Her colleagues were trying to get her to come up to the office and pass me the prize. And so, I waited.. and waited.. and waited.

Freakin 40 minutes passed, still no sign of her. In that 40 minutes, I was just looking at people at their work place -  auditing tapes to be viewed, some doing paper work and some even jumping around like secondary kids! I didn't know workin at a tv station can be so relaxing. Also, most of them are like in their early 20s or 30s.

I wished I had my Canon Ixus V with me so that I can take pics of those monkeys foolin around in the restricted office area but dad had taken the poor camera for his work outstation.

Owh did I mention that the 8tv office area was so friggin COLD?! I didn't expect to be sitting in there for like freakin 40 minutes to get all stoned and body frozen. Even my mind freezed for a while and I couldn't think.

That stupid lady finally came then asked me to fill in a form, then gave me my goddamn prize. By then, I was already late for my BM tuition. I was soooo agitated and frustrated with myself for not making a BIG, HUGE fuss for the inconvenience on pickin up the stupid prize but just fill in the paper and went off expressionless.

In the car, on my way back to Subang, I thought of the whole thing. It was definitely one of my idiocy doing of calling up 8tv quickie and to go all the way with non moving traffic for just a lame CD. I stare at the pack of CDs and started questionin myself, " What is this anyway?"
            " Why was I eager to get it?"
            " How unaware is it of me?"
            " For just CDs, I won't allow myself to get uptight."
            " All the more, no more next time if it costs my emotions to run wild."

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Mom picked me after tuition. Decided to go for dinner but before that went to look HIGH and LOW for my brother. Where he went? Droved around Subang for like15 minutes just to look for him. Ringed his buddies, but they don't know where he went too. Went to his friends house but he was not there. Once more, I got mad again! We went round USJ looking for him. You may ask why couldn't give him a call or something? It's because he left his phone at home. I can tell you frankly, he did it on purpose! Finally, gave up. Drove back home and waited till he appear. Puh! One more time he tries to do that, I'll so call the police to track him down. Oh, where he went? Somehow, to school to play basketball. I know, basketball?! Like since when my brother plays basketball? I tell ya, there's something behind it.

"Bagai udang di sebalik batu."

Finally, head for dinner at mamak – fattening wey!

Mom wanted to pay a visit to her friend in some hospital in Shah Alam so we went to fruit shop to get a whole basket of fruits for her. Guess who I met there? Denise Tan and Sher Ree. So weird. I introduced Denise to Sher Ree and vice versa. That was when we all started talking about prom and stuff. By the way, it's RM100 – on the 14^th of December 2006 – Victorian Ballroom of Holiday Villa. All are invited!! Owh and be sure to hand in at least RM50 of deposit to secure a seat. Give me a call or other committee and let them know you'll be there. All we hope for, for Science stream and Art stream students from different school too, to come join us for just one night.

Okay back to what I was saying. After getting fruits, followed mom visit her friend who just gave birth to a baby girl. She was soooo cute and pretty, looks just like her mother. Haha. I could tell that my mom misses having a baby while she was carrying that little girl. Imagine the sorrow and joy of having a cute little baby?! May it boy or a girl, but you've brought live to life.

That's it for now, I think this has been my longest post ever and I hope not to do it again coz yall will definitely skip my whole post after reading the first paragraph in my blog.

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I begin to feel nausea for endless late nights.. more like, endless dawn due to lack of sleeps. Shit! Accounts class in the morning. Sigggghh. Pimple break outs again - akibatnya tak cukup tidur. So goodnight and sweet dreams to all.